I've thought long and hard about what to do with this blog. I think it will become, at least temporarily, my interracial domination forum. I have lots of other outlets to show the beauty and eroticism of people of African descent on the net and this one has become associated with white male submissives. I had a white submissive male, one who has purported to want nothing more in life than to serve me for the better part of six or seven years, one who has been a total fuck up and loser and broken every single promise he has made to me, ask me the question, "What do I have against white people." I was in response to a quote I posted that said, "White people can not be color blind until they are color conscious first."
The following was my response to him.
The overwhelming and most consistent
characteristic of white men is their arrogance.
They believe the world revolves around them. They feel like they are entitled to respect,
satisfaction, entitled to have the last say, whatever it is that they desire
more than anyone else. Even those who
identify themselves as submissive are more often than not, arrogant as fuck,
because they can’t comprehend that as a black person, I’m not willing to
satisfy their desires or conform to their fantasy of what a Black woman should
be.
Running a close second to arrogance in universal
characteristics of white men, actually, intricately tied to it, is racism. They dismiss any experience other than their
own as invalid. Because they don’t have
any experiential knowledge of the things that black people discuss, share, or
opine, they claim it has no validity.
They form their opinions based on racist beliefs and god forbid anyone
who challenges those racist beliefs, they are going to suffer the wrath of the
almighty white man.
As long as white men say, “I’m not racist,” that is supposed
to mean that no one is supposed to question their motives. Apparently, if they jerk off to interracial
porn, that means they aren’t racist.
Forget that they are masturbating to nigger porn and it’s perpetuated on
the belief that Black men are inherently inferior, or that Black men are sexual
savages. Even when they say, “I want to
be humiliated and degraded by serving
the superior Black race,” they really mean, “It would be so degrading and
humiliating to serve you because you are supposed to be inferior and I would be
lowering myself to beneath you if I did and that’s the ultimate humiliation .
. . in private” Think about it. If they believed Black people to be truly
superior, submitting to us wouldn’t be degrading, right? If I had a nickel for every time a white man
said, “I’m not racist,” followed by him saying, “Black men don’t raise their
children and they love to fuck white women,” or some other racist and offensive
stereotype, I’ve have enough money to self-publish my book with change enough to
have a big sack of nickels to hit them in the head.
Some white dude sent me a message claiming how he wanted to
submit to a black woman because he had so much power in real life that he
wanted to relinquish it by serving a black woman. He was a 20 something college student. My question to him was, what the hell sort of
stressful, powerful decisions do you have to make as a college student, which
beer to drink? I wanted very much to
question his motives further, inquire about why he felt that serving a Black
woman was so degrading but oddly enough, he blocked m when I called him out
about the fact that he didn’t even have a part time job and he had no really
stress or pressure to relieve. His
supposed power was nothing more than his unjustified privilege as a white
man. I can assure you, that 9 times out
of 10 when a white man tells me that he wants to submit to me, I can respond by
saying, “Meaning you want to be my faggot sissy bitch while I let Black men
fuck your slutty white pussy bareback.”
In never fails that they fall all over themselves proclaiming that I’m
some sort of psychic mind reader that has tapped into their deepest darkest
secrets, like their fantasies are unique or special. Every fucking day it happens, like clockwork.
White men look at BET or one of those horrid reality shows
and think Black women are all pole dancers and ghetto hoochies and that we are
just waiting for a white man to come along and validate us by telling us that
we are pretty so they can add a chocolate pussy notch on their belts. White people are becoming more and more
comfortable being racist and all they have to do is say, “I’m not racist,” and
all is supposed to be forgiven. White
men are becoming more abrasive, threatening, and confrontational when I speak
out about racism, when I discuss race outside of a sexual context. It’s all good when I’m talking about fucking
them with a strap-on or making them suck a big black dick, but when I talk
about white male privilege, when I talk about institutional racism or the
abnormal and delusional behaviors of white men in society, then I become an
uppity nigger bitch.
What I find fascinating is the number of white men who have
some sort of sick and really psychotic need to create profiles to try to
disparage me. I’m transparent. My name, my real pictures, my identity are
out there for all the world to see with no shame. There’s something incredibly
infantile and mentally ill about the number of white men who think it’s unique
or hurtful to make up a profile in order to make negative comments about
me. I think it speaks to a collective white insanity that so many white
men have done it, that so many have sat behind their computers trying to figure
out how to get that bitch AfroerotiK and the best they can come up with is
making up a fake profile to feebly attempt to ridicule me.
White people who privately acknowledge their submission to
black people don’t rid themselves of the racist beliefs that are ingrained in
their psyche in this society. Any
country built on the oppression of one race is going to pass on those beliefs
as the foundation for all thought processes, institutions, and defacto
practices. The whole, "I don't see
color," is nothing more than rhetoric and doesn't indicate anything other
than a person not willing to look at their own misperceptions. You god damn better see my color. My color is replete with the pain of my ancestors
and my daily struggle.
I had a white gentleman tell me a story once that I found
utterly fascinating. He told me, admittedly, that he used to be racist but had
a transformative experience. He went on to say that he had procured the
services of a professional dominatrix. She blindfolded him and went about her
business of degrading him, humiliating him, whathaveyou. Unbeknownst to this
man, the white pro Domme had in fact switched with a Black Domme who was
responsible for giving him what he felt was the most intense experience of his
life. This Black Domme apparently had urinated on him. Well, once the blindfold
was removed, voila', his racism was gone. Healed by the magical piss of the
Black woman. I suggested to him that racism isn't just washed away with a
little piss and that in order for him to truly rid himself of racist behaviors
that he would really need to challenge his beliefs, learn, reprogram all that
he'd been taught. At that point, he called me a racist nigger bitch.
Time and time again, I have white men tell me that they
aren't racist because they are attracted to black women, because they want to
submit to Black women. But, in the same
breath, they are afraid to meet me in public in a place where people that know
them might see them. Or they tell me
that black women are superior because they are so naturally dominant, never
giving credence to the totality of us as women, that we can be frail,
sensitive, emotional, nurturing, and basically human beings. You don't love Black women if all you see us
as is an outlet to your fetish.
I've had white men tell me that they want to be with a black
woman to see if our pussies taste different.
Number one, I'm not a scratch and sniff experiment; I'm a human
being. There is absolutely nothing
different about my physical make up other than the presence of melanin. My blood is the same, my tears are the same,
my piss is the same, and my pussy is the same.
If there’s a difference in my taste it’s because I’m an individual and
EVERYONE is going to have a different taste.
I had a white man tell me that his wife had a black lover
and he would be forced to pay the black man to service him orally and how he
felt that was the ultimate humiliation.
He professed that he wasn't racist and how he thought that Blacks were
superior. When asked how he thought
Blacks were superior, he listed physical characteristics. Check it, if he thought blacks were truly
superior, he would not feel it was humiliating to suck a black cock, it would
be an honor. I asked him some of the
Black people that he thought were intellectually superior and he said
Condoleezza Rice and me. First and
foremost, there should NEVER be an occasion where Kindasleezey Rice and I are
compared on the same scale. She is the
anti-Christ and I denounce her as a black woman. Second, it's obvious he had no clue about my
intellect; he was merely enamored with my propensity to fit his fantasy of what
a sassy Black Domme should be.
I can't tell you how many times I've had white men tell me,
"Oh, I wish I was a black man."
When asked why, the number one reason, "They have such big
cocks." Okay dumbass, you think
being a black man is all about fucking white women with an 11-inch dick? You don't see the correlation between black
men and the prison population, Driving While Black, the inordinately high Black
on Black crime. No, you don't want to be
a Black man; you want to have white privilege, a big dick AND have white women
throwing themselves at you. White men
who say that stupid shit inevitably say, "I don't have a racist bone in my
body. Not since I started watching
interracial porn,” as if an orgasm while looking at a black person have sex
cures diseased perceptions."
My favorite? White
man approaches me and tells me how submissive he is to black women. I tell him I’m not interested in a submissive
at this time, white, black, or other.
They tell me that they can (fill in the blank with a degrading and
humiliating act) and refuses to accept that I’m not interested in him. Next thing out of his mouth . . . YOU RACIST
NIGGER BITCH.
On the other side of the spectrum are white men who claim to
have no affinity at all to interracial domination and who claim that they don't
see color at all. They claim that it's
just a coincidence that they are aroused by my writings and that they have never
contemplated race before. Their rhetoric
is all the same: they are oblivious to
color, color doesn't matter, can't we all just get along, I wasn't raised
racist, and as of late, "I voted for Obama." None of these clichés, not one, is an
indication that a white man has given up the racist beliefs that have been
programmed into the minds of white males since Blacks landed on these
shores. If you don't see color, you
don't want me to dominate you. I am a
Black woman, with a different perspective, a different culture, different
experiences, and far less privileges than someone who is white and who has a
penis. My ancestors were slaves, I am a
descendent of the strongest people this country has ever known. You mother fucking skippy color matters. Please don't try to make me into some sort of
"chocolate" version of a white woman because I most certainly am
not. In fact, I'm not chocolate at all,
I'm Black.
The only white people who aren't truly racist are those who
are willing to be empathetic and understanding, who are willing to concede that
they don't have knowledge of racism, and who are willing to listen to those who
have experience with it and to those who are willing to speak out, educate, and
enlighten others. The only individuals
who aren't truly racist are those who are willing to walk a mile in the shoes
of the activist, to listen to their tales of horror, to feel empathy and
compassion for an experience that is different than their own. When white males try to silence me with cries
of, "You're the racist," and other such clichés, it shows that they
are not willing to give up their privilege, that they are vested in holding on
to their patriarchal, misogynist, racist beliefs. Just saying, I'm not racist," doesn't
make it so. Conversely, trying to
silence people of color at the mere mention of issues of race is clear
indication of deep-seeded racist mindsets, beliefs, and ideologies.
That is what I have against white people.
