I’ve been putting off writing
this follow-up piece to
White
Male Submission for almost a year now.
My love/hate relationship with submissive white men on any given day is
tempered by how many cups of Roobois tea I’ve had to keep me calm, exactly how
effective I think I’ve been in communicating to them another way to look at
their behaviors, and how annoying they insist on being. Submissive white men love me and I . . . well
. . . I don’t hate white men, of the submissive or any other variety, but I’m
not fond of the arrogance, lack of empathy, compassion, or concern many of them
have for anyone with different experiences than they, or the sheltered, and
unjustly privileged existence they lead that allows them to think that the
world revolves around their fantasies, and how they manage to think that I owe
them my time and attention.
My very first exposure to the
concept of submissive white men began in January of 2000. I had just quit my job on the corporate
plantation and I was starting the new millennium unencumbered by the chains of
a nine to five. In my particular case, I
was in retail management so it was more like my nine to nine. Nevertheless, I didn’t know what I wanted to
do with my life but I knew for a fact it wasn’t making some shareholders rich
while I managed to exist comfortably but on an austere budget that allowed for
few, true luxuries. For the first month
of my unemployed status, I obsessively visited different chat rooms. I was new to the concept and yahoo had a chat
room for every possible interest. At
first, I joined all the African-American chat rooms and then the political ones. Next, I ventured to the dating ones for
thirty-somethings; and eventually the ones about sex. I wasn’t interested in chatting about sex
with random strangers for my own personal arousal but I can remember, even
then, YEARS before the concept of AfroerotiK was even a tiny seed in my
consciousness, that I was intrigued by people sharing their fantasies with
me. I wanted to know what made people
tick. I wanted to know what got them
off. I would ask questions and people
would confess to me like I was their own personal, sexual high-priestess.
It didn’t take very long to
figure out the patterns of submissive white men. Everyone told the same story; there wasn’t
much deviation in their fantasies. For a
while there I thought I was chatting with the same person because the stories
sounded so similar and their lamentations so identical. Like I said in my previous article, they
usually fell into one of three categories: cuckolds, practitioners in female
supremacy, and bisexual submissives. I’m
going to suggest that the categories have remained essentially the same but
they have grown, morphed into some sort of amalgamation of white male
submission where the lines are blurred and the identities aren’t nearly so
neatly defined any more. Cuckolds have
become sissies, female supremacists have become black supremacists, and
bisexual submissives have become depraved, perverse, degenerates and everyone
has ventured over into someone else’s territory to explore and test the waters. Today, there are financial pay pigs,
blackmail addicts, castration junkies, service-oriented subs, and good
old-fashioned pain pigs. The sheer
numbers of white submissive men is incomprehensible to me but I can tell you
that they are an outrageously large percentage of the population and still
growing it seems.
What do submissive white men
fantasize about? You don’t even want to
know.
Who is the typical submissive
white male? Look around you and you will
see one. They are blue collar, white
collar, single, married, educated, degreed, high-school drop outs, middle
management cogs, entrepreneurs, law enforcement, those under the law, jocks,
nerds, run-of-the-mill Joes, Republican and Democrat and even Tea Partiers, American
and European, rich, poor, short, tall, fat, skinny, straight, gay, and in the
closet bisexual, muscular, 98 pound weaklings, young and old, ugly and
attractive, and the guy next door. The
very guy you think of and you say, “Oh, he would NEVER be one of those guys,”
is the same guy who has shared with me filthy secrets about how he wants to be
a slut for black cock or a toilet for a group of Black women. The very person you say is too (fill in the
blank) good looking – successful – racist – normal – average – macho – creepy –
mousey - conservative to be submissive to Blacks is the exact type who is. On an almost daily basis, I have men who
identify as Dominants in the BDSM world send me messages that say, “I’m a Dom
to white women but I secretly dream of being sub to a Black woman, would you
train me?” Am I suggesting that every
white man is submissive? By all means
no. I am suggesting that every type of
white man is. There is no type. While their behaviors and words are eerily
similar, they come from every different background conceivable.
Are white women equally as
motivated by their interracial submission?
I have no idea. Luckily for me,
the white women in my circle of friends are sane, healthy, balanced,
exceptional women. Do I think the white
women I call sisters are reflective of the majority of white women? As much as I would like to believe that, I
know in my heart that is not the case. I
do know that there are legions of white women who identify as sluts for Black
cock, Black only whores, and those who are sexually aroused by the concept of
getting “bred Black.” I know there are
interracial cuckold sites galore with white women who are being joined by their
submissive white husbands in their worship and adoration of the mythical big,
black cock. White women are not inclined
to seek out my advice or counsel so I have no ideas of their numbers or
pathologies. I can say that Black women
are not nearly as motivated dominate as white men are to submit. I can say that Black men are FAR less likely
to be interested in dominating white males than they are white females. Perhaps because white women have so many outlets
for their desires and white men have so few, perhaps white women are more . . .
shall we say adjusted . . . with their interracial fantasies. I wouldn’t even hazard a guess because,
again, I don’t communicate with them on any meaningful level so my knowledge of
the drives and motivations of white women, submissive or not, is limited. If the number of interracial porn sites on
the internet is any indication, I would say that the numbers must equal or
surpass those of submissive white men.
I wouldn’t be exaggerating in the
slightest if I said that I got no less than 50 forms of communication a day
from submissive white men. The actual
number is probably twice that and it can go even higher than that on days I
post stories or essays I’ve written about the topic. I remember when I wrote the first article discussing
the phenomenon, I would get death threats, literal death threats, from white
men who were OUTRAGED that I would suggest that the numbers of white men who
were sexually submissive was so high. It
was imperative for them to dismantle my logic by using numbers. They would come up with these extensive
calculations as to why there couldn’t have been thousands of white men who had
confessed their secrets to me over the course of several years. I think there was something reassuring and
comforting for them to know that they could assert that there was no way I
could have had conversations with 3.2 submissive white men a day (or whatever
number they came up with), every day for 365 days a year for three years so
there was no way that I could have spoken with thousands of submissives
therefore everything I said was false.
White men apparently need to quantify everything empirically for it to
have validity and if they can’t, it means their reality is safe. They would go on to tell me that they were
going to kill me and call me every racist nigger bitch in the book. I threatened their sense of entitlement so
completely that they had no issue with threatening to take my life.
A great many submissive white men
are suffering from some form of mental illness.
I’m sure it stems from the fact that they compartmentalize their
sexuality so much, being sluts for black cock, servants, and open admirers of
Black beauty in front of their computer screens and telling racist jokes in
front of their friends and coworkers and never really working to dissolve themselves
of the racist mindsets all white people have inherited in this country. It’s not enough to just say, “My parents didn’t
raise me to be racist.” Your parents
might not have but society certainly did.
To divorce yourself from the racist mindsets that lurk behind every
facet of society, white people have to do real hard work. Work that most of them don’t want to do or
even acknowledge. They have been
socialized to believe that white men are superior for 30, 40, or 50 years or
more of their lives and behind closed doors, they crave degradation,
humiliation, they want to do unspeakable things to and for Black people and
that fucks with their sense of security, their identity. This “white guilt” they have for being
privileged fucks with their heads. They
want to be punished for their whiteness.
Why? I have no idea. But the fact that their lives are these
fractured, Add to that a great many submissive white men STILL think that they
are the only white male on the planet with their fantasies. Overwhelmingly, submissive white men cannot
conceive of another white man craving to do what they dream of doing, to the
extent they crave it, regardless of how many websites they join, how many
pictures they look at, videos they masturbate to, or how many stories they
read. If I had a million dollars to burn, I would
bet every penny that the white police officers involved in the Skip Gates
fiasco and the hoards of white men who rallied in their behalf have volumes of
interracial porn on their hard drives and a bajillion interracial porn sites in
their browser history. Why can I say that
with such conviction? That’s how their
disconnect manifests itself, their lust for Black sexuality behind doors, their
insistence that they are the ONLY white men with such fantasies has to come out
in public as, “I hate Blacks and I’m not going to let them get away with being
uppity, I’ll show them who is still in charge and put them in their place.”
There is a magic force, driving,
propelling, COMPELLING white men to be sluts and depraved whores for Black
sexuality. It’s true. There is some force, greater than gravity,
greater than centrifugal force and atomic power that is making white men want
to behave in such unspeakable ways. Not
only that, but I alone have a magic crystal ball or some sort of magical powers
that can explain this strange phenomenon so it makes sense to them. I know it must be true because on a daily
basis, white men come to me, telling me that they are amazed that I understand
the mind of the submissive white man so well (as if it’s really difficult and I’ve
cracked some sort of secret and ancient code) and they ask me to tell them why
they have such submissive inclinations. I
don’t care how many times I’ve said that I don’t have a fucking clue as to why
there are so many submissive white men, the only answer that they are prepared
to hear is that there is some cosmic
force making them have these sorts of fantasies. In fact, quite a few submissive white men are
quite intent on telling me that there is some Divine motivation behind their
fantasies. It seems they NEED to believe that their fantasies are beyond their
control because to admit that they find Black women more attractive than the
blond-haired, blue-eyed, size 2 model of the week, to admit that they are
bisexual and attracted to Black men, is a reality they can’t comprehend. For it to make sense to them, ordinarily
rational, logical white men start ascribing some sort of spiritual/karmic power
to blame for their interracial desires. I
don’t think I’m going out on a limb to suggest that until white men start
taking responsibility for their desires, owning them, not trying to assert that
their lust for Black flesh is because of some alignment of the stars, they will
forever be dysfunctional.
On more than a few occasions, I
get letters of admiration from individuals, praising me with my keen insight on
race and pledging their undying devotion to the Black race and our superior
sexuality, offering to do ANYTHING disgusting they can think of and when I
don’t respond the way they want, I get vicious attacks, denigrating not only
myself but the entire black race. They call me sick and racist and tell me I
need help. If I ignore them or don’t
play their game, then all Black men are illiterate criminals who just want to
fuck white women and make babies. After
Obama was elected, the 180 degree switch from singing my praises to hating me
would inevitably include some reference to how stupid he really is, how he has
destroyed the country, how his wife is a monkey, and how undeserving he is of
the office of the Commander in Chief because, of course, he was only elected
because “the Blacks” voted for him. Let
a few months pass and those same individuals will be on the AfroerotiK
bandwagon again, proclaiming to me privately that my stories touch them in ways
no other story has ever done and that I am a Nubian Goddess worthy of only the
highest praise. The flip flop from one
extreme to the other is never accompanied by an apology or acknowledgment of
their wrong doing. No, that, as my
grandmother used to say, would be too much like right. They don’t feel they have to apologize for
their racist rants or childish behavior because to them, I am nothing more than
an imaginary figure in their fantasies.
I’m not a real person who demands the basic tenets of common
courtesy.
I maintain profiles on most of
the major Femdom or BDSM related sites. Almost
hourly, I will get some sort of correspondence from a submissive pouring out
his little heart to me, telling me how he has dedicated his life to serving the
Black race. When I go to his profile,
there is NOTHING there that indicates this devotion and all of his friends are
white women or other white submissive men. When I inquire as to why that is, they usually
dismiss my concerns by saying that they have another profile, just for
Blacks. It seems white men don’t even
want other submissive white men to know that they are submissive to
Blacks. That’s denial to the second
power times delusion.
On the rare occasion when someone
sends me correspondence that’s literate and engaging, sometimes just plain
sweet, there are times when I’m moved to take the conversations offline. Sometimes the conversations are sexual in
nature, at times, they are not. In every
instance, I reveal myself to be exactly who I am, a complex, intellectual,
multi-faceted woman. I’m not a character
in my stories, calling them whitey and demanding that they suck a big black
dick for me. I’m not the sassy black
Domme demanding that they refer to me as Mistress and pay tributes or bark like
a dog. I’m the same person I am when I
talk to my friends, bill collectors, and men who are romantically interested in
me. Those men who are most invested in
the concept of whiteness, meaning those who are the richest, who have
benefitted the most by having a penis and pink skin, those who are the most
distanced from any sort of Black peer are the ones who will make plans to meet
and NEVER contact me again. They will
not text, email, or call to cancel. They
will not respond to text, email, phone call, instant message, carrier pigeon or
smoke signal from me. As one
particularly introspective white male sub explained it to me in relation to
this particular phenomenon, “I can be attracted to the idea of a high dive off
of a cliff. When it comes to do the dive I can become fearful because the cliff
is not the idealized cliff of my fantasy but a real cliff. Unless I can deal
with real cliffs I will be unable to make my dive.” I’m not sure if other Black Dommes deal with
this particular issue to the same extent as I do or not. I represent the most dangerous cliff they’ve
ever encountered and a dive that puts their reality in danger. I’m cool with them if I’m just a screen name
on a computer screen but to think that an actual person, a human being, a
sentient, complex woman is out there and who can get inside their heads with
such ease is a leap they aren’t willing to take.
White men tell me daily, “Oh
Mistress, I believe in all that you believe.”
When I ask them what exactly it is that they think I believe, nine times
out of ten they will respond by telling me that I’m a believer in Black and
female supremacy. Never, not once in all
my writings, not in one single erotic story, article, essay, status update, or
tweet have I said, intimated, hinted, or implied that I believe in Black or
female supremacy. I have said that I am
Black, female, and outrageously superior but I do not ascribe the trait of
superiority to everyone of my gender or race.
I do believe that indigenous Africans were questionably physically
stronger and morally superior simply because the form of slavery they practiced
was not dehumanizing. It’s a hard
argument for white people to make that they were superior with the knowledge
that they treated African life, human life, like it was less than that of an
animal’s. But after two hundred and
fifty years of enslavement, another hundred of racism and institutional racism,
brainwashing by a set of morals and beliefs that are antithetical to African
psychological health, and there is no way we can still be considered
collectively superior. Some of us, by
the grace of God, have slipped through the cracks and have proven that even
when the playing field isn’t level, we can still excel. Do I wish that all of us could? Hell yes.
Do I think that all of us are capable of an excellence that has been
systematically kept from us? I do, but
there will need to be such a shift in consciousness, such a transition to a
whole new way of thinking, that the possibility remains so remote and obscure
as to have very little basis in reality.
I’ve explained that over and over again.
As many times as I can point to places where I’ve outlined exactly how I
feel about the concept of Black and/or Female Supremacy, it’s like it goes in
one ear and out the other for the white submissive male. He hears what he wants to hear, he interprets
it in a way that fits his worldview.
I write stories of interracial
domination not because I have a great stake in it emotionally but because I
recognize the tremendous opportunity I have at my fingertips to educate and
enlighten. I asked the question recently
of my white submissive followers and fans, what they liked most about my stories. Almost without exception, they all lavished the
same extensive praise about what a great writer I am. “You paint such a vivid picture,” I can see
every detail in my mind,” “You know the mind of the submissive male so
well.” ONE individual, one out of
several dozen responses suggested that it was my unapologetic examination of
race that made my stories so good. That
shows how much in denial and delusional white men continue to be about their
own sexuality.
My stories are about race. My stories examine race from the first
paragraph, often times, the very first sentence. “Scott Clair hated his whiteness. He wasn’t able to articulate it exactly in
that way; he claimed to be coming to terms with his submissive nature and his
overwhelming desire to serve the Black race.” “Did she have a hidden agenda? Was
her desire to dominate white men driven by some racial hatred or need to seek
revenge for her enslaved ancestors?” “For most white people, their knee-jerk,
conditioned response at the mere mention of the word reparations is to scream, ‘My
family never owned any slaves. I’m not paying any reparations! You
Blacks need to just get over it, slavery was in the past, let it go for
Christ’s sake.’” Not to acknowledge that my stories are set
apart from everyone else’s because of the way I handle race is denial of the
highest order. White writers are
stereotypical and one dimensional in their portrayal of Black characters in
their tales of interracial domination. Even
the best white writer doesn’t make their Black characters anything more than a
tool for a white person to get off on their fantasy. Their grammar, sentence structure, and story
development might be good but they can’t, they aren’t capable of giving color,
literally and figuratively, to Black characters they way I can. In the best case scenario, white writers make
the Black characters colorless with the exception of throwing around the N word
and the black male always has a big, black cock. In the worst case scenario, which sadly is
the case more often than not, the Black characters are a replication of the
very same ghetto dwelling, Ebonic-speaking, lust-driven savage who craves white
flesh.
I write interracial domination stories for white men to get
an ugly picture of themselves. I write
interracial domination stories because every once in a while, a white man will
write to me and express that he has been humbled and that he is learning to see
Black people in a different light. I write
hardcore, explicit tales of Black people dominating white men because I know
that if I arouse them with the erotica, if I push their buttons and stimulate
their desires, that they will explore more, they will follow me and read my
other works, see the pictures, they will be forced to see Black people in a
different light. No, I don’t back down
off the subject matters that most people are repulsed by. I write about heavy scat play, and bareback
gangbangs, and make reference to bestiality not because I find any of those
subjects particularly arousing, but because the number of white men who share
their fantasies with me on a daily basis about those subjects is staggering.
For submissive white men, several
things have remained consistent. Their
submission is still largely sexual. For
them it is about what gives them sexual pleasure, what arouses and stimulates
their libidos. They SAY that their
submission is more than sexual, they claim that it’s not about them, that it’s
about their servitude to the Black race but their actions don’t match their words. For them, there is still a disconnect. They think that as long as they perceive
themselves as being degraded and humiliated in acts that aren’t sexual, like
housework and holding a door, or giving up their seat to a Black person on the
train that means that they no longer have any racist beliefs and that they are
somehow exempt from taking any action to rectify their unearned privilege in
society. The vast majority of submissive
white men still refuse to accept that they have any unearned privilege and
those who do aren’t willing to do anything more than give lip service to the
idea that they might actually have to take a stand socially or politically for
racial equality. Most are content to
say, “I voted for Obama” whether they did or not, and call it a day.
Copyright 2011 Scottie Lowe of
AfroerotiK
