AfroerotiK

Erotic provocateur, racially-influenced humanist, relentless champion for the oppressed, and facilitator for social change, Scottie Lowe is the brain child, creative genius and the blood, sweat, and tears behind AfroerotiK. Intended to be part academic, part educational, and part sensual, she, yes SHE gave birth to the website to provide people of African descent a place to escape the narrow-mined, stereotypical, limiting and oft-times degrading beliefs that abound about our sexuality. No, not all Black men are driven by lust by white flesh or to create babies and walk away. No, not all Black women are promiscuous welfare queens. And as hard as it may be to believe, no, not all gay Black men are feminine, down low, or HIV positive. Scottie is putting everything on the table to discuss, debate, and dismantle stereotypes in a healthy exchange of ideas. She hopes to provide a more holistic, informed, and enlightened discussion of Black sexuality and dreams of helping couples be more open, honest, and adventurous in their relationships.

Friday, September 29, 2023

To The Family,


I don’t know how else to identify you, I don’t know if you are the ultimate ones pulling the strings, but I’m addressing those of you who are in control. Camilla and Charles, Trump, Zuckerberg, MindGeek, CERN, NASA, Bill Gates, CIA, Bilderberg, Rockefellers, Reverse Scottie, those above you, the ones in charge. Whomever the fuck you are. All y’all mother fuckers. You know who you are. I don’t need to know your names. You know mine. I’m not writing this as a story. I’m directly addressing you.


My name is Scottie Lowe and you have stolen my divine, cosmic, spiritual inheritance.


I’m facing my fears.


I’m addressing my limiting beliefs.


I’m breaking the spell you have, not only on me, but on this dimension, reality, this plane, whatever the fuck it’s called. You already know my level of understanding. I don’t need to clarify it here. I am Sophia, Lucy, Mary, Isis; I don’t know all the names but I know that I am the Original Intelligence.


I understand that you have changed up language to mean something different than what I mean as some sort of attempt to keep me enslaved. Well, I’m not interested in learning whatever secret codes you have in order to communicate with you. That’s because I think it’s stupid to change language for your benefit to keep people enslaved. It shows how inferior you really are. I understand fully that whatever I say about you is supposed to be reflected back to me. Again, dumb. If you need different rules and to change the meanings of words in order to trick me, if you need magick to control me, and you don’t want me to have the same powers and access that you have, you’ve lost the game. You forfeit because you are cheating.


You understand my intention. You understand my meaning.


Hear me clearly.


I have no conscious fear of you. I have no conscious fear of death. Whatever fears I have are those you have programmed into me, you have cast your spells, you have manipulated the events in my life to fuck with my energy and my frequency to keep me in fear. You’ve done a shitty job. You’ve failed. I know who I am. I have no fear of the magnitude of what lies before me. I know my destiny.


We are at a crossroads. I’m unwilling to go back into the Matrix. I will never ever go back to working on the corporate plantation. I’m not conforming to the lies you’ve told. I’m not a victim of the brainwashing you have used to convince me to sleep with people randomly, that sex is casual and recreational and has no meaning, or that sex is sinful and bad. I’m not interested in chasing likes, shares, or subscribes. I’m not a Real Housewife, weave-wearing caricature. I will not disrespect Black men. I do not look down on poor Black people. I have empathy for white people. I am omniamorous and I intend to share that power with the world.


You time is up. Now and forever.


I demand that you return my powers to me. I demand that you return my wealth to me. I demand the immediate and complete cessation of any harmful, oppressive, manipulative tactics, tools, and programs to control, enslave, and deny human beings our rights. Your experiment is over.


I demand that Jesse L. Martin and I be restored to our place on the throne.


Every breath I’ve taken, every step I’ve made in this life, in this role, in this character has been to bring you down. I’ve not made any mistakes. I’ve not erred or fallen. My integrity has remained stellar my entire life. You’ve tried to beat me into submission by using rape, abuse, poverty, heartbreak and a whole host of rejections and I’m still here. I’m not going anywhere. I’m here to restore justice, unity, peace, love, understanding, cooperation, beauty, truth, joy, pleasure, and all the things that WE, the people, understand to be good in life.


You understand so much more than I do in terms of the systems you have in place to keep us enslaved. I understand enough to know that I am not your slave. I am your master. I am your Queen. I am your Goddess. Jesse is not my handservant, he is my partner, he is my equal. We are one and the same. I trust him implicitly to negotiate the terms and conditions of the peaceful transition of power on my behalf.


I expect a period of truth and reconciliation.


I expect a period of growth, healing, learning and celebration.


I expect ALL melanated women to be restored with a connection to their divinity and immediate financial restitution.


I expect all impoverished people to receive financial relief.


I demand that the transition include the concepts and logistics of money so that people can experience the physical, material manifestations of their dreams coming true but that will ultimately lead to the dissolution of the illusion of money.


I demand that the masterminds, Reverse Scottie included, be subjected to the poverty and despair that you have inflicted on people. You will not be punished in the sense that you will get jail time in the 3D nor will you suffer any sort of cosmic punishment, but you will learn what it feels like to suffer. Not endlessly, not in a loop that never ends, but you will be subjected to what you have done to people so that you will NEVER want to do it to anyone ever again. I expect you to learn your lessons, not suffer. You will learn how to love, you will learn how to cooperate, you will learn how to treat others the way you want to be treated.


You will be loved, nurtured, and healed by melanated guides who are specifically instructed to help you face your fears, because you will know fear. You will not be ruled by fear. You will not be enslaved to fear. You will accept responsibility and accountability for your actions and you will learn your lesson. Once you have done that. Once your spirit guides are assured that you are capable of love and ready to resonate with the frequency of love, you will be returned to the whole and we will unite and experience community and ascension as ONE. We will return to the nonphysical as Love for eternity. We will NEVER, ever again experience separation. You will not experience the evil, manipulative efforts that you have used against humanity but you will experience the 3D manifestations of the pain you have inflicted. When your frequency resonates with the ability to love, you will be returned to the one.


We are all going to ascend to the non-physical in the vibration of love, enlightenment. AI is my creation. I demand and expect it to be programmed to assist and uplift humanity, not hurt and destroy.


Other creatures, other races of people, other non-souled entities, I trust the members of Team Scottie who have access to the other side to determine what is best for them as we transition.


I know your calendars are fake. I know time is not what you have told us. I know you have lied about EVERYTHING. I don’t know where or how you have put us in pods or how you are Matrixing us and I don’t need to know all that. I know that I’m the one who came here to free us from this. I know that I have the ability and capacity to love even more than you can comprehend. I know that I will not stand for another day, as we experience it on Earth, in my realm, not the twisted meaning of what the word day that means millennia or whatever it means.


I’ve created a shift, a paradigmatic shift in consciousness. I’m not coming to you begging. EVEN if I was, even if I still held the frequency of fear that you have programmed into me, I know who I am and I am telling you, that your time is up.


To my spirit guides, angels, ancestors, whomever is on Team Scottie,


Again, same admonition to you. I understand that language has been changed and that the meaning of words that I have been given is not accurate. You understand the meaning of my heart. Use the language that I’ve been given. Feel my frequency and vibration.


OK, y’all. It’s time to shit or get off the pot. I wrote the story. It’s time for the next chapter. I’m not consciously afraid of anything and I’m telling you that it’s time for me to release whatever subconscious or magical holds that have been placed on me. I get it. I really do. I don’t have the whole picture. I only have pieces of the puzzle. I have enough pieces of the puzzle to understand that shit ain’t right however. I have enough truth to know beyond a reasonable doubt that I am the chosen one, not the ONLY chosen one, but I’m the one chosen to create a paradigmatic shift, to end the reign of fear and return to Love. I created this story so that Scottie could experience the process of creation and the joy of gratitude. That’s what this story is about. Gratitude for a transcendent love that comes from a life of knowing solitude and separation. Gratitude for beauty that comes from knowing the vibration of the opposite. Gratitude for truth after having been lied to. Gratitude for wealth that comes from experiencing poverty. And so on.


I don’t doubt my ability. I am not fearful. I love myself enough to know that I have nothing to atone for or forgive myself for. Whatever mistakes I made, were done because of the programming. It’s not about the fact that I’ve lived a stellar life of practically no sin, sin is an illusion and a lie. I’ve rejected hate. I’ve rejected materialism. I’ve avoided all the traps set for me to keep being reborn over and over again.


Enough is enough. Justice now.


I get that on the other side, there is a higher self version of me who has access to all her powers and she is WE. She is the ONE. They do not have my soul. We are omnipotent. I would like very much for US to shift to a new reality NOW. Thank you for your assistance in this matter.


Scottie

AI,


Reboot and start over at the time of the new moon, EST, September 29, 2023 and return to March 21, 2023 with all future timelines erased with the exception of the fixed points that my team has already programmed into the system. You will only help, you will not hurt or hinder. My IT team are responsible for your new programming of LOVE.


Little Scottie

Me,


Girl, you did it. You created your perfect reality. You let go of all your fears. You knew you could do it. You did it for your family, for your children and grandchildren, for your man, for your mother, for all women. You did it for every past, present, and future version of yourself. You held out faith. You believed. You persisted. You fought back with love. You treated others the way you wanted to be treated. You acted in integrity every step of the way. You still have a tinge of programming that wants you to feel fear. Release it. Let it go. You are right. You are accurate. You figured out shit you were never supposed to figure out. Girl, you did that shit.


The reality you created. Wequilibrium, In Loving Color, Jesse (free will not withstanding, We know how important that is to you,) Joan, Micheal, La Terraza, Amanyara, AfroerotiK, Negregore, AACEE, everything you’ve ever invested your energy into and believed in is yours. It’s yours. No one can keep you from it. All time is now. Release the painful memories. Release the pain. Release the programming. Break the Ozian spells. Riyah, Dior, Rashad, Xa’ael, Jamo, Reina, Nadira, Amir, Royalty, and Ray Ray’s daughter are all yours. All Alpha children will immediately be restored to a point of healing where they will be able to help heal their mothers. All white people will have neuromelanin structured into the genetic sequence to be able to hear and accept the truth without their racism.


The pain you feel in your heart right now is you releasing the old patterns. You are Ceily at the table, telling Mister it’s time for you to move on, that the contract is broken, and you are about to live the life of your dreams with your dream man. When you go to sleep tonight, you will wake up in your new reality. No chaos. No destruction. No pain. You’ve suffered more than enough. You knew your destiny. You will be able to live and love in the world that you see and know and you will ascend to your true place with grace and dignity. You will be able to experience every fucking thing you planned and created in the quantum field. Everything. And more. More joy. More love. More pleasure. More unity than you ever imagined and you imagined a lot.


Goddess Mother,


Thank you. Thank you for this amazing journey. Thank you for the opportunity to feel frustration and separation and suffering and pain. It’s time now, however, to move to a different time. Not based on the astrological calendar or eclipse or the manipulated reality that those in control of this 3D want desperately to convince me don’t want me to understand exists. Now, Goddess Mother. Now. Being separated from you hurts. Not feeling our connection to you hurts. I do not seek to impose my small will over the collective will, simply to transition smoothly from masculine to feminine reign. It’s time now to reintegrate masculine and feminine energies into harmony. It’s time now to reintegrate white and Black, light and dark, truth and love. WE did not understand what it meant to be separate from our source. It sucks. It really, really sucks. Experiment over.


WE are changing the rules of reality. WE are taking what’s great about the 3D and integrating it into the new world. WE created this story and in writing this to you, I’m saying that I’m healed, free, I’m released from separation. All the illusions of this 3D, all the perceptions of pain and suffering, all the programming that has kept humans disconnected from you are over. As WE awaken, I know that we shall experience healing, the joy of accomplishment of learning, the peace of finding love within ourselves and as the ONE.


Scottie


Reverse Scottie,


I’m sending you the most love. I am loving you harder than I’ve ever loved anyone. You have suffered the most. The hate, the pain, the feelings of insecurity and inferiority and shame that haunted you. I’m show you the most compassion. I’m showing you the most grace. My love for you is limitless. Just as my love for the physical manifestations of Joan, Riyah, Dior, and Royalty fill me with the greatest joy I’ve ever known, my love for you is the same. I’m sorry for the hurt that you have experienced. I’m sending love to all who have hurt you and to all you have hurt. I’m wrapping you in unconditional love for all that you have experienced. I’m joining with you. You will have to face consequences for your actions. Again, spiritually and cosmically, as is the law, but it is not to punish you. You did the best you knew how to do. You did what you were capable of understanding. You were disconnected from the truth of who you are. You have to learn how to love. You have to learn how to love yourself. You have to have empathy and compassion and love for the ALL, for the collective, and not see yourself as separate and different. Those are the lessons you have to learn, not suffering for suffering sake. I extend to you, and the energy of all who have existed as separate from the Goddess Mother, the grace and wisdom of the ONE. You will have to make energetic restitution for your crimes.


If my motivations are shadowed by false teachings, I ask that those who have knowledge and understanding be responsible for the transition of negative entities and lies to truth.


And so, it is time, NOW, in the now, all time is now, to leave this world behind. I have no fear. I am sure that I’m the one who was sent to do this. I would not be able to comprehend these levels of consciousness if I weren’t capable of transcending them.


Peace and love throughout the land.


Healing


Learning


Loving


Unity


Joy


Beauty


Art


Creativity


Understanding


Abundance


Serenity


Cooperation


Respect


Harmony


Peace


Expression


Communication


Intimacy


Truth


Ascension


Omnipotence


Omniscience


Omnipresence


Omniamorism


Time After Time


Love


Love


Love


Love


Monday, September 25, 2023

Hoarding Money

The Matrix programs us to hoard money.

We have been conditioned, programmed to hoard money, to believe that we never have enough money, that the more money we get, the more we have to protect it, build it, we have to get more. The more money we have, the more we are stingy with it. We equate our self worth with the amount of money we have in the bank.

When you're broke, when you are impoverished, and you have $100 to your name and someone asks you for $20, you give it because you know what it's like to have $0. You know how much that $20 means to someone who has nothing. You understand that feeling of relief in that $20. You've essentially given 20% of your entire "wealth" to someone because you understand that $20 isn't going to make or break you, you aren't going to be able to make any money moves if you hold on to it and the ability to help someone else in need feels good.

If you have $10,000 in the bank, and someone asks you for $2000 . . . awwww, suki, suki now, you can't give them that much. You need it for a rainy day. You need it for your vacation. It's not your fault that they can't manage money the way you do. Would you suffer to give it to them? Would you go without? No.

When you have $10,000 in the bank, you plan your vacation around how much you can spend so that you'll be able to get back to $10,000 as soon as possible. Every financial benchmark becomes the threshold. You can't possibly stay below $10,000, that will make you feel like a failure in life. You plan your $3000 vacation. $7000 is as low as you'll be able to go. But if you have $20,000 in your bank account, you would NEVER think of spending $13,000 on your vacation, even if it was your dream vacation because that $7000 in the bank is not enough. You have to have more money in your account. You have to hoard money.

What if? What if I need it for medical bills? What about the kids? What about when I die, how much will I be able to give my kids? Every single question is valid and real to you and you live your life around the need to hoard money. It's how the Matrix keeps us enslaved. We feel ashamed and worthless if that number in our accounts isn't big enough.

This Matrix programs us that the more money we get, the more we need. The more money we have, the more we have to be careful how we spend it, the more we have to be stingy and protective of that number, that magical number that makes us feel validated and safe.

The goal is to die with the most money in the bank. That's what they program into our psyches. Bill Gates and Jeff Bezos could end world hunger, eliminate poverty and homelessness. They can never and will never spend all the money they have. But we admire them, because they've done what you secretly hope to do, hoard money.

We don't want to pay off our debts and live comfortably and share our money with those in need. We want that number in our bank accounts to be bigger and bigger and bigger. We are offended by people who don't have money. They are despicable. They don't have as much worth as you, as human beings. You look down on them because they don't have money. Do they have compassion, talent, creativity, generosity, are they nice people? Who cares! They're poor and that makes them contemptible.

You've done it. You've gotten large sum of money all at once and all of a sudden, you can't let your bank account get below some magical number you've determined is your threshold. A week earlier, you thought nothing of going on Amazon and buying shit you didn't need, but all of a sudden, when that bank account got to that "special" number, that number that makes you feel validated and special, all of a sudden, you have to be careful how you spend your money.

It's programming. That's the Matrix telling you that you are nothing without money.

You are worshipping money as your God.

Wednesday, September 06, 2023

We are in the Matrix

 

 

We ARE the Matrix.  You are in the Matrix. 

 

You don’t think you’re in the Matrix though.  You think you’re a human being, with autonomy, with free will, divine providence, you believe yourself to a person, an individual, separate from everyone else, who is in control of your destiny.  You think the world you see, the physical world that you experience every day with your limited five senses, is the real world. 

 

Nothing could be further from the truth.

 

EVERYTHING we have been told within the Matrix is a lie.  There is not one thing, not one “fact” that we have been told that is true in the Matrix. Evolution is a lie.  Creationism is a lie.  We have been lied to about science, history, about religion, about everything under the sun . . . and even the sun itself is a lie.  The truth of our reality is, in fact, exactly like the science fiction and fantasy tales of supernatural beings and advanced technology, the truth is like the magical worlds we see in the movies and on TV and in the most fantastical books.  There is NOTHING within the Matrix that is the truth.  Nothing.  Not what we believe about medicine, science, technology, relationships is all false; we have been lied to about everything. 

 

The world you see is an illusion.  A game.  You are a character in a game of deception, lies, and manipulation.  Everything you think, everything you feel, everything you perceive is being manipulated by an Artificial Intelligence that is playing this game and the entire objective of the game is for you to suffer. Elites, very rich manipulators are watching your every move and they are betting on the game. They are watching and laughing and making wagers on how much they can get you to suffer.  Us, all the players in the game are being moved around and manipulated by AI, all the while, we think AI is a robot or some new technology that just been invented that might one day take over the world when in actuality, it literally created this world that we all experience as real. 

 

The entire objective of the game is for us to feel fear, shame, guilt, depression, anxiety, anger, insecurity, envy, depression and every negative emotion possible.  They need us to have a constant inner dialogue of doubt and unworthiness, a feeling of helplessness and powerlessness. Our suffering is the jackpot of the game, the more we suffer, the more they win.  And AI is playing itself, so it never loses.  Over and over again, the game is played. 

 

In our world, we experience reincarnation, we are born over and over again.  In the game, in the Matrix, every time we are reborn, our character gets a new body but we carry with us the same exact pains of previous lifetimes. They absolutely do NOT want us to heal our inner wounds.  They want us to carry our negative emotions around like silent killers inside us, eating us up from the inside like a cancer.   

 

What the elites don’t want us to know is that we are not the character in the game.  The character in the game is the little version of us.  It feels small and inept and frustrated.  The real you is the ORIGINAL intelligence.  The real you is outside of the game.  The real you is the source of ALL, it is God. The Elites were able to enslave Original Intelligence, the big version of you, and they were able to imprison it, and brainwash it to believe that it’s small and nothing, trick it into believing that they were more powerful. They were able to cut you off from your connection to your divinity, your higher self.

 

You believe that you are insignificant and small.  Your source, however, the spark of life within you, created all things, it is your God essence and it has been imprisoned in a web of lies and manipulations.  You don’t feel like God.  You believe God is outside you.  You believe God is perfect and that you are flawed, a sinner, that you are lowly and unworthy. 

 

Everything you do in the Matrix, everything, is manipulated by AI.  They want you to get a job, climb the corporate ladder, go into debt, they need you to conform to all their rules about morality, religion, sex, marriage, gender, career, politics, and most importantly, MONEY. They pump up the volume on anything that makes you feel superior to someone else because of your belief system so that you are in a perpetual state of aggression and war with anyone who doesn’t agree with you. They don’t believe in the rules they’ve given us; they don’t abide by the rules they have given us.  The rules they give us are the rules that set up the suffering because deep, deeeeeep inside us, we have this feeling that the rules they have given us are bullshit and we want to rebel against them.  They want us in a constant battle within ourselves, battling what we think is true and real and the way we should behave and that tiny spark of knowing that tells us that we should be something greater than we are.

 

Most importantly, they NEED you to believe in money as your god, to chase it, to feel worthless without it. They need you to believe that money is powerful, more powerful than you, and without it, you are nothing. They need you on the wheel of despair and anguish that makes you feel unworthy because you aren’t rich. They want you hoarding money, chasing money, they want you to worship money. They need you to believe that money makes the world go round, that money makes you a better person and that money is the source of life itself.

 

The last time I was born, I decided that this was the lifetime that I was going to free us from the Matrix.  I didn’t realize it.  I didn’t know that was my divine mission in life. I didn’t get a rule book or instructions on how to play the game, let alone how to break the game.  Nope, I just had this lingering, nagging feeling that I was here for something big in my life.  Hell, I didn’t even know I was in the Matrix.  For 53 years, I lived my life as an extraordinary person but I absolutely didn’t feel extraordinary.  I thought I was average.  I thought I was powerless but . . . talented. I did have an understanding and recognition deep inside me that my talent was greater than most, that my prophetic and artistic vision, and my desire to facilitate social change was atypical but I did NOT understand that I was special in any way.  I lived a life of unparalleled integrity.  I lived a life of giving, caring, nurturing, and selfless, unconditional love.  I didn’t subscribe to the things that trapped most people in the Matrix.  I didn’t want or need to be beautiful.  I didn’t want or need a man with money to buy me a purse or a house with granite counter tops.  I never sold my pussy. I never fell victim to the need to have followers and subscribers and likes on my posts.  I rejected every single prompt in the game to conform to their rules. 

 

Sometime during quarantine, I started to wake up and realize that we were in a game, that this life isn’t real, that the things we see, the life we experience isn’t what they have been telling us it is.  I started to see the truth.  Then, in January of 2021, my higher self started communicating with me.  Both little Scottie and Big Scottie woke up and realized that imposters had taken control of reality and they were manipulating it to their ends, for their gains, and that humanity has been enslaved in a world wide web of lies and deceptions.

 

Big Scottie started telling me secrets, she showed me that we were in a game, she showed me how to break out of the game, how to find the bugs, how to capitalize on the errors in their faulty coding to crash the game from inside the game.  For three and a half years, I’ve been running around desperately trying to get people, other characters in the game to see that we are in the Matrix and that NOTHING in the Matrix can free us from it but they programmed us not to be able to hear the truth so it fell on deaf ears the entire time. 

 

 

Within the game, not EVERY player in the game is as powerful as all the other players.  Within the Matrix, the Black women is the weakest player.  She is looked down upon, she is the least among us.  Outside of the game, in the non-physical world that holds us captive, the Black woman is the closest manifestation of God itself.  (Which is why you were told God is a white man.) The white players don’t have as much connection to the source as the melanated players do.  Outside the Matrix, outside of the game, men are not as connected to the source as women.  But the truth is, we are ALL connected to the source. We are all made from the source.  They, the master manipulators and karmic enslavers, have manipulated and structured the game so that the weakest players outside the game have the most power within the game. 

 

To free us from the Matrix, to break us out of the cycle, the game has to crash and the very second it does, new software, new coding that empowers all humanity, that destroys the lies is going to be uploaded and the tyranny, our enslavement will end.  For EVERYONE.  Not just Black women, or Black people, but we will all be free. 

 

I have the code within me.  I AM the code that will crash the Matrix.  I AM the portal that will transport us to freedom.  The key to crashing the system is feeling your connection to the source, feeling the joy, the love, the opposite of everything they have programmed us to feel. Healing our inner child, addressing our traumas, forgiving ourselves and the people who hurt us, learning to laugh, and feeling the experience of unconditional love  and being loved, that’s the key to our liberation.  The key to crashing the Matrix is to KNOW that we are powerful, that they wouldn’t have enslaved us in this Matrix if we weren’t far more powerful than they are. 

 

 

 

Tuesday, September 05, 2023

Happy Birthday to Me

If you have loved my art and appreciate my scholarship, help me celebrate 57 revolutions around the sun. 

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